This week (or rather last week) as been really hard. I was struggling to keep my balance. I don't want to fall again. I want to be strong and confident in myself, hey I'm a servant of the Most High...why shouldn't I be confident in who I am? But sometimes I'm just not confident, sometimes I lose control and I fall and I fail and I can't get back up again because I am so stuck in the mud and mire of my sin. I cry to God, sometimes I can't hear him or feel him. But he is there just the same as  yesterday, today and tomorrow, forever and ever and ever amen!!! He has yet again forgiven me and saved me from all my sin.

Psalm 69:33

The LORD hears the needy
       and does not despise his captive people.

That means that sin makes us captive but GOD is not, absoutly not, ashamed of us and he doesn't despise us. He hears us and loves us with an everlasting love. Forgiveness is a lesson I shall keep on learning for the rest of my life. I have just recently learned it again.

I love you all! And so does JESUS CHRIST!!!! 

We got a Puppy!!!! And her name is Princess Buttercup but we just call her Buttercup.

I'll be posting pictures asap!!!!!!